Tuesday, Sept. 30, 2003 - 11:44
i'm feeling less creative, i don't know why but it's really starting to bug me. I want to go out and take pictures, or star in a play, maybe write something worth reading, paint something, i don't know...just something. but i can't. i wish i knew why. it's like i'm giving all this crap to my schooling and it leaves me even more empty...and i'm a liberal arts major!!! i don't know maybe i'm getting dumber or maybe i've lost my creative touch but something has happened and i'm really not feeling too good about it. so what happens? i decide not to call people to just kinda sit around and wait for people, but nooone does....it makes me sad. the only friends i have that are there are chrissy and kingo (not that i'm complaining, they're great but you know what i'm sayin)...anyways, i think i should go find someway to make myself feel useful
